i am Sorry

"sy nk gtaw 1 jerk at awk"

"sy syg awk,sy pun xtaw cmne sy leyh syg n suka at awk"

"sblm ni pun sy pnh cple tapi lain ssh sy nk ckp at awk"

"sy mintak maaf ats pngakuan bodoh sy ni"

"sy mintak maaf sgt

"asal la aq bdoh sgt"

"sy pun xtaw,sejak first time sy tgok pic awk sy da taw yg sy ske at awk"

"sy xkira awak jahat ke baik ke"

:sy tetap syg kan awak"

"bukan syg sbgai shabat..sy syg awak dah mcm cinta kan awk,,sy xderk prsaan syg tp cinta"

"mmg lah kita xkenal tp sy dah syg kan awk"

"sy taw awk da ad org lain..yela sy taw spe diri sy,xhensem,.,mne la perempuan skrng nak kan sy ni,,dia nk yg baik2 jerk,,boley sy taw spe yg miliki hati awk"

"sory sy salah..delete jela sy dr facebook awk,nnti sy asyik tringt2 kan awk"

"sy ckp delte..delete jela,,sy xboleh delete awk,,mmg lah awk angp kwn tapi sy lain"

to the boy who chat with me just now
I apologize if I hurt you
I do not know if  you really mean to your earlier expression of heart or you are just kidding ..
but it seems like you really mean it
because you asked me to remove you from my facebook friends list just because my heart is owned by someone and I did not tell you who is he ...
I was surprised when you say you love me,,,
But I do not know who you are ..
you know where my ex school
you say you are younger one years from me.
you say that you know me
but you do not really know me ..
you just know me by my face..
you say you love me since you look at my picture .. funny right ..

I apologize because I have no heart, love and feelings to be given to you, because everything is already owned by someone ...

although

I have to store and hide my love to him

I had to pretend that there is no sense in love with him anymore ..

I had to pretend that I do not need him as my lover back ..

I had to pretend that I do not care if he is no longer in my life as a lover..


I had to do this..

although..

I know that I have hurt my own heart and soul..

I know I am being hypocritical ..

but I have to ...

I had to hide all my feelings ...

i do not want him to know I still love him and I miss him as my lover

because I do not want to lose him as my friend also,,

only because of my feelings on him..


I apologize for not being able to receive you in my heart..


I have him in my heart...

although I can not do anything to have him back as a lover of my heart ...


I AM SORRY MY FB FREN !!!


NotaKakiLima : hurm.,,cik ryryn mintak maaf sgt2..